I really wish my grandma was here to see her beautiful great grand child. It was about half my life ago that she passed but it still hurts like it was yesterday. It always will. I miss her so much and it really makes me sad that she’s not here to watch Breann grow. My sister and I had talked about it a bit . She believes that my grandma got to hold her in heaven before she was born. That’s a beautiful thing to think. I really hope that heaven is real. I’d give anything to give my grandma a big hug and hear her call me Beanie again. My heart is so sad tonight. Nothing makes me cry like the thought of my grandma. She’s always on my mind. I miss her.