No one could ever hate me half as much as I don’t care
They are so fuckin cute.
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dude if you think about it we’re already astronauts. earth is in space. we’re in space. dude
My dad is going to die soon and all I can do is feel sorry for my mom. I think it was always easier for me because daddy was never there so I never built a relationship with him enough to hate the fact that he was an alcoholic and a chain smoker. It never immediately affected me. I never cried about it, I never felt sorry for myself or for him for being that way. I can’t even say I was ever really angry towards him for choosing smoking and beer over his family. The only thing I ever felt towards him negatively was because of the way it affected my mom. My mom is the greatest parent I could have ever of asked for. She has been mom and dad my whole life. And ALL of my parents relationship she has been care giver to him. We’ve told her since we were children that she deserved so much more but she didn’t want to “abandon” him because of his sickness. It breaks my heart to know that she always held on to this hope that some day he would realize that his family was more important than his drinking and smoking. Because even as a child I always knew that he never would. He’s been getting worse every year and living back home I see it. And seeing it, all I can think is 1.he chose to do this to himself and 2.he chose to do this to my mom. He keeps saying he knows he’s going to go very soon and my mom says for the first time she can feel it too. It’s going to be very weird when he does. I’m sure i’ll cry a bit because he was my father, even if he didn’t feel like it, he still was. But I know it’s going to be devastating for my mom. My heart just really hurts for her because of the life she’s lived with him as her husband, My mom deserves so much more than she’s been given and that just makes me so angry. There’s no avoiding it, that’s he’s gonna go soon, if not by the end of the year most likely the next. I just hope it’s not in his sleep where my mom has to wake up to him that way. My mom has been through enough in her life. If he would have just quit his drinking and smoking when he and my mom and my sister and myself maybe all of our lives would be a lot better right now. We’ll never know. I just hope when he goes that my mom doesn’t completely fall apart and that in time she’s able to find the happiness that she deserves.
I need a hug or 6 shots of vodka